guess what???
i bought a formal dress!!!
i'm so excited now, the formal feels like it is getting so close. and i kind of have a date now too. well.. sort of..
see i talked to ben about it, and he was under the impression that i didnt want to go with him at all. totes not true. it was funny because i was trying to hint to him that i did want to go with him, and he kept insisting that i had said that i didnt (which i still do not recall saying). i think he finally got the hint because somehow we came to the conclusion that i would go with him if no one else asked, he's calling it my 'runner up'. and yes i know that sounds so mean.
what he didn't get is what i was actually trying to say, but i got quite muddled along the way.
see honestly, i really want to go with him, more than anyone else. but obviously he would only be able to come to the pre dinner drinks and after party, not the actual formal, which would suck for both of us. that's why we said if someone else asks i will go with them. i just wish he could come to the actual formal. err my school is so stupid sometimes. :(
this makes me sad. but hey i have a date (as such) and i have a dress.
the dress i bought on sunday, it was so unexpected because i wasnt really even looking to buy, and the last place i wanted to get it was pink mint, which is where i got it.
ohkay description... it's red, like bright red, it has a high front and looks conservative front on, it just sits on the edge of my shoulders and then the back just falls from there, so it is very muchly backless which is my favourite part of it, and it goes so low at the back, but not in a scanty way at all. oh and the main thing which i'm not really letting any one in on, is it is finely beaded silk and catches the light so well that it almost.. sparkles? sounds yuck i know, but it's actually really nice!! so excited. i hope ben likes it. what if he doesnt? argghh!!
only thing is my sister hates it because it makes me look older. which was kind of a given, because i'm her little sister so it's weird for her to see me so dressed up and weird for her to look at me like that.
thats the only reason i'm a little precarious about it, she hates it. which scares me, because being a little sister i want her approval (although this is the only place i'll admit it). so i'm a little scared, because to pull the dress off i have to be really confident and because of her, right now i'm not.
well thats about it for tonight.
probs going to a movie with ben on thursday. can't wait :)
there is something about this boy that just makes me like him more and more all the time. but shhh... don't tell. that's our secret.
good night for now.
louise may.
x.
7:40 Tuesday 16th June 2009
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