taste of my own medicine.

ever heard the saying, you get what you give or reap what you sow or even what goes around comes around?
well i got a bit of a slap in the face with that today, realised maybe i should watch what i do and say, because it sucks so bad when someone does it back to you.
so i tease a certain someone who i shall name 'him' all the time about being whipped, and he knows i'm kidding, and as i said previously, it's totally a good thing. what i didn't realise is i sometimes use that to my advantage and don't think about what would happen if the tables were turned.
so cutting to the chase he turned the tables, and i guess it was kind of fair enough too. so when i said hang out after rugby meeting? and he said, no. i was like ouch. and when i said wait for me (to walk to art/music) he shook his head and said, yet again, no. ouch ouch ouch. so then pride went out the window and i was forced to act totally 'whipped' and went and caught up with him. and at that point i said byebye pride, hello slap in the face.
so i then became a little annoyed because i, like most people, dont particularly like to be rejected, even if the person was kidding, and then somehow in my mind formed the opinion that it was his fault. and then went onto the train of thought of i do this to him all the time. which followed with, wow i am totally overreacting.. and being a little jealous (didnt tell you bout that bit, dont plan to.)
so now i've realised that i am an idiot and what goes around comes around, so watch what you do, and dont get frustrated when the other person gives you a little bit of your own medicine.

although one little thing, a hug would be really nice to follow the metaphorical slap in the face of realisation.
going to the boys rugby game tomorrow, will make sure i get a good one before then. even if he doesnt know what it is for. who needs a reason?

louise may.
x.

9th June 5:31pm