i can't catch.

ohkay, i'd just like to say here and now that i feel like the biggest idiot in the world, and i'm in so much flipping pain over one tiny little finger. who knew a finger could cause so much strife.
ok bit of background information here, i have been playing basketball for like 10 years now (not that i am playing at the moment.. but that's another story) anyway i have been playing a long time, so naturally i've caught a few basketballs wrong and ended up jarring/breaking/whatevering many of my fingers. usually i just shrug it off because it doesn't hurt too much and it's just a nuisance for a few weeks, but you know toughen up and get over it, it's just a finger.
right now, totally take back all of that because i was playing touch football in p.e today and caught the ball wrong, went at a funny angle, not to mention the boy who threw it, threw it very VERY hard, and oh my goodness it hurts so much!!! pretty sure it is broken, it's like crooked and swelled, and purply blue (and not the nice type). oh and on top of that, i would like to mention that it is like impossible to get a doctors appointment because of all these idiots who are overly cautious and think they have swine flu, when really it's just the common cold! i mean seriously get over yourselves, there is people with possibly broken pinky fingers here, and you are hogging all the doctors!
and yes i am totally overreacting because i'm so extremely exhausted and over tired but i don't care because my pinky finger is fat and purple and not very pretty.
but hey according to someone (not naming names, ben), it doesn't matter because the other ones weren't that pretty to start off with anyway... silly boy. of course he did say he was kidding and sort of redeem himself with a nice hug for sad sad me, but still.
yeah totes kidding, that fully wouldnt affect me (i am not that entirely lame and self conscious), they are fingers who cares what they look like. plus i like my unattractive fingers, except the fat purple one at the moment.

anyway, i've had my little complain for the day and other than that my day was sweet as. plus it's my right hand so i can't write and can probs get extensions on some school stuff.
can't wait for state of origin tomorrow night!!!
goodnight world, God bless.
louise may
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