1. excitement today as i hit the basketball courts again for the first time in almost 8 months. that's insane. i may have only been refereeing, and only a little bit, but it's a start.
road to recovery is long and horrible. can't wait till i can start playing again!
2. athletics carnival yesterday. it was amazingly fun! i love sports days, it was my last ever.. so so so so so so so sad!!!
oh and elliot (my house) won!!! woot. only bad thing is we didnt win war cries for the first time in for-EVER!!! it's like a tradition that elliot wins. and we came sencond to booth. erggghh. how did that happen? we feel like we let down all of the past years, but we worked our asses off, seriously caitlin b passed out after because she was so stuffed from it. we should have won. it was rigged lol.
but the rest was amazing. i ran in everything, and got super involved and loved the whole day, oh and i came 2nd in 400m, 3rd in 800m. yewww!!!
3. mmm, so then last night was youth, and that was good in parts not so much in others. 1. it was freezing and we did a lot of outside stuff, progressive dinner. it didnt go that well. probably could have been more fun in places, the cold may have had something to do with this.
praise and worship was pretty good, started off not great, but got a lot better, till my sister came to pick me up a good half hour before youth was supposed to end. she can be so rude. i swear family doesnt understand that i honestly love God, i have faith in him, and i want to go to youth and church FOR THAT REASON, not because it's some form of weird cult or something (they actually act like it is). sister takes every chance she gets to pay it out, mock it, and say how bad it is, and seriously mum has no problem with me going out with non christian friends, doing who knows what, with who knows who, till all hours of the night. but she's really iffy about me going to church and youth or hanging out with friends afterwards (including at the youth pastors house AKA safest place in the world) and will make any excuse of why i am not allowed to go. i don't get it.
4. ohkay, a small joy. i had 2 conversations with ben that didnt involve the crappy thing i did, or the aftermath, or anything like that. may have only been passing conversation, like small talk, that didnt last very long at all. but hey, it's a start.
5. i am so thankful for Jesus Christ my Saviour and the forgiveness he brought to the world.
goodnight world.
xx louise may.
saturday 18th july 2009 7:04pm
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